Friday, January 11, 2013

Turning over a new leaf!


I finally am on my own laptop!!!

ok it may not be a big deal to you bishes, but to me...that is huge!! I haven't been able to use my own laptop since October!!!

Don't worry I called suicide prevention lines everyday to make sure I kept my sanity!

Anyways, now i can finally get back on the blog train again cause I don't have to worry about my dad reading what I talk about since I am sure he isn't at all interested in the word choice on here.

f#$k that.

When I got my laptop i first went to the ever popular photobucket and started deleting every picture of that slimeball loser I was married too.

yes delete. forever. no more.

I also went through all of my pictures on my computer and there will never be his face to grace this laptop ever again.

Some think I sabotaged my marriage and I don't really care, to those of you who have been there from the beginning, some of you know that he hit/slapped/pushed/and pinned me down while on our honeymoon...I don't put up with that shit. Also, now to learn he has been stealing my money from "our" account, he had been writing checks and placing money aside before we were married! 

So on that note. Fuck you girls that think I sabotaged this and I love you girls who have given me the strength and comfort to get through all of this, your stories mean so much to me!

Turning over a new leaf!! 

I have that wonderful new boyfriend! I finally got to talk to him from the ship! he called me on Wednesday and I couldn't help but do the crazy I am a psycho dork dance when I heard his voice on the other line. 

Also, this weekend my mom and sister are coming over to bring me all my goodies from Spokane, I can put all that behind me and start over fresh back in Seattle!!!

Then... MONDAY!!

LADY GAGA will be here!!! My little sister and girlfriend will be going to get GAGA-fied!!

I guess this post is more like a re-cap and I am too excited about having my computer back to me i can't even think straight!

Have a fantastic weekend!!! I will be fresh on Monday!


K said...

Say what?! Who are these people who think they are allowed an opinion abour YOUR marriage? Pssh. And honestly, if anyone did that to me (the physical or emotional stuff) I'd get myself the fuck out of there too. Doesn't matter why you left though, it's your life. You desere to be happy!

Erin @ Keep Calm and Sparkle said...

Pretty sure it isn't anyones business as to why your marriage ended!! All that matters is that you are happy with your choice!! Yay for the new BF!!

Ash said...

yikes girl.. yikes. so happy you are in a MUCH better, gaga-fied place now (: i mean, cuz that's the place you should be in ALL THE TIME!

Nikole E! said...

so happy for you!

keep the strength girl!!

and I am seeing GaGa in Houston @ the end of the month, can't wait to hear how ba it is!

Holly said...

What the figgity fuck?!
I am SO glad you got rid of that LOSER. you're so much better off.

Molly said...

Exactly it's YOUR marriage & YOU make the decisions!! Who gives a shit what other people think. Happy you got rid of that woman beater!! It would of gotten worse before better!

Anonymous said...

Glad you got your laptop back! I can imagine you are stoked :D
Eff all the haters who think you sabotaged your marriage, you are so much better off without them.
I'm excited that you get to go to a Gaga concert!! Have a blast :D

Holly @ Everydays a Holly-Day said...

I haven't been reading your blog that long, I came along right as you were posting wedding pics. Anyhow, screw anyone and their thoughts, they weren't there and they didn't experience what you did.

With that being said, it seems like your boyfriend makes you very happy! Good for you!

Carly Ann said...

I don't know why people would say you sabatoged your marriage... it's nobody's business but your own! So glad to be hearing about this new piece of man meat in your life though!

Tickled Pink Mandy said...

Whoo hoo! Go girl. And jealous of your Lady Gaga !! I love her and have seen her twice- you will love it!

Kristine said...

You know I fully support the decision that was made to end your marriage. You don't deserve to be treated the way he treated you and you are in SUCH a better place now! I am LOVING you like mad, girlfriend! :) Can't wait for our next hang out sesh! :)

Myranda Barnes said...

Seriously shocked that people are blaming you! It is none of their dang business, and hello he put his hands on you? Hell no!
I am glad you are happy, and that boyfriend is a cutie ;)

Myranda Barnes said...

That was supposed to be a ! And not a ?

Kasey Lynne said...

Sounds like those idiots put their nose where the sun don't shine! Screw them! The people who love and support you know the truth, and they're with you through thick and thin. Keep on being beautiful girl! Don't let that chickenhead ruin your view of happily ever after!