Good Morning Ladies!!!
Sheesh this feels like forever!!! Recap on what is going on over here in lovely, wet, cloudy, but beautiful Seattle!
I have received a new job, it is going absolutely amazing and I have already made it to number 6 in sales for our company. I am very proud of that accomplishment, being as I have only been there for 2 weeks and beating others who have been there for years!!!
With some mishaps with my unemployment office I finally received my check for the entire time I was off in a big huge bunch. Needless to say I have been getting by just fine, learning to live on a budget and I can say I have been truly happy without spending money.
Yes, I just said that!
With that check I gave a chunk to my father for helping me with moving back home and changing my life, then I used the rest to pay off ALL of my debt!!!
I have NO debt! None. Zero, Nada, Zip, Zilch, I owe no one!!!
It feels amazing! I have never ever done drugs, smoked pot, experimented with anything...but the feeling after paying off my entire debt would probably beat out any high I could have ever gotten!
Alright alright, now to the vibes...
While my career life is back on track. My financial life is superbly on track, I have all of my old friends back that I left here when I moved to the sh!thole of Washington.
on that note... You honestly do know who your true friends are when you move. I had so many people missing me when I left to the east side of Washington. I am sure it's because they felt bad I had to live over there. But, I have them all back and not 1 from Spokane has called, texted, etc. But I could care less since now I know who my true friends are.
I truly love them!
I am back on the dating market!!!!
I must be pretty rusty though. In all honesty I am failing miserably!!!
Damn you pinterest!
I do my hair that will drive boys wild.
Make up to give the sensual eyes that will make men crawl.
We all try and put those vibes into the universe hoping we will all get something in return. I put out my charm, being sweet, being funny, lighthearted, etc.
which isn't a lie by any means, I truly am all those things. But I have my insecurities too. Every woman wants to be called beautiful, smart, sexy, nice body, great personality...
When I put out all these vibes into the universe. Or if we can make "him" the universe I receive comments that are more along the lines...
Sweet= Wants something...
Funny= Stupid and non-intellectual
Lighthearted= I don't give a sh!t about anything else
I dress for men!!! I dress to make men..or A man notice...but then all they think is that I just want attention from everyone else.
NO Dammit!!! we want attention from you!! Girls don't waste their time with 1 man and being absolutely crazy over 1 guy to dress, act, or play with every other guy.
At least not me.
My vibes have to change!
Do you play hard to get?
-maybe then you really don't care?
-But then you're playing mind games
Do you send sexy pics? Sexy texts?
-Trying to get attention
Do you tell them you miss them?
-You want something
I am not restricting these anymore! I am going to be me, I am not waiting on 1 person I will be my loud, immature, obnoxious, goofy, smart, free willing, loving self.
I am telling myself every morning to be happy with what I have.
The new pimple that erupted last night. Adds character
Laws of attraction= Match and Vibration...
I need both!!
Do we women try to hard to make guys notice? But if we don't try do they notice? Are their too many things telling us to be one way and not be another way?
I am a reader. I read He's Just Not That Into You a long time ago and broke up with my boyfriend cause the book said he had red flags.
over some words!
Are we reading too much into what "Happily ever after" should look like?
They do say though the vibes you put out into the universe is what you get back, possibly I'm being narcissistic, trying too hard to get 1 person to notice and not noticing all the others around. Small world!
I am only going to try and do better. That is all we can do.
I am going to be taking a new route to my blog. I am not sure where it is going to go or what I want to do but this is my restart button!
I love all my followers and I won't let you down!